
I’ve known this woman for 10+ years. From the moment I met her I knew she was meant for me. I knew we were two peas in and pod and that we were perfect for eachother. I can’t describe the feeling this woman gave and gives me. The feeling of being accepted, liked, and loved without judgement and despite my shortcomings and flaws. The rarest, purest form of love I could ever imagine. We didn’t end up together until ten years later. Our lives took different turns for those 10 years. This woman even had a relationship and a child with one of my best friends who passed away from a drug overdose in 2017. During this time I was incarcerated for a probation violation offense that I did two years for. After my release in July 2020, we met up randomly in October. It wasn’t planned or even expected or a possibility, at least for me. But we met up this night randomly, and it was like we never left. We picked up right where we left off. Two peas in a pod. Like peanut butter and jelly. We fell in love. BACK in love in my case. We complement eachother wherever and whenever we fall short. She’s literally my Angel. For me to tell this girl I love her is like me saying a sunset is ok. It’s an understatement. I literally MORE THAN love this woman. I adore her. I admire her. I am INFATUATED with and by this woman. She’s such a strong woman, self driven, motivated, and inspiring woman. She has good morals and values. She’s so amazing I often find myself looking at her at random moments wondering how I ended up with her and what I did to deserve her. Or looking at her while she sleeps or other random moments reminding myself how deeply in love with her I am and how much she means to me. She’s my strength and my weakness and I’m so greatful for her. I write this on my birthday. Because before I had nothing to look forward to on this seemingly cursed day of my seemingly cursed life. But now I have her. And she’s everything to me. Every reason I have or could need to move forward on a positive note and strive for better for not only myself but for her and our family. She’s my Angel, my rock, my world. She’s my EVERYTHING. RH squared.